Trial--Procratination

wow....how many days left for trial??? 20 days?? lesser??
I don know >.<
I feel guilty~     yet I m the one
the one who aim a high target but using the same effort
I m not energetic, not motivated, not improving
just a few wind shake me off~~ fu fu fu~ shake shake shake
then??? stand still again
x3

OMG OMG!!!!!!!
okay
I will leave this laptop alone for.................er....erm....
....
...
I cant even give commitment
how coward m I
its just like....又要马儿好，又要马儿不吃草


I m desperately need someone to urge my competitive mood (did I use the right word? correct me please)


First, let me count how many days left......1..2..